“A narcissist paints a picture of themselves as being the victim or innocent in all aspects. They will be offended by the truth. But what is done in the dark will come to light. Time has a way of showing people’s true colors”
This is a letter to the narcissist who loved himself more than he could ever love me:
You’re by far the most deceitful person I have ever met. I never knew that someone could be so comfortable being a master manipulator. I was so naive when I thought that your captivating charm was genuine or that anything about you was real. It was all fake, an act guided by the motivation to please your ego.
You never did anything out of the goodness of your heart because you simply have no morals or good values. You’re a narcissist who loved himself way more than he loved me and I paid for it with a broken heart.
You tore my world apart and to this day, I can’t fully understand how I fell for your lies. You fed my heart with fake “I love yous,” you put in the effort but not in the romantic kind of way. You put in the work to emotionally break me and shatter my heart into a million pieces.
You chewed me up and spit me right out and I’ll never forgive you for the damaged that you’ve caused. You took advantage of my loving heart and I’m still recovering from it. You premeditated every single one of your actions and slowly turned off the light in my heart. You turned me into a sad, bitter and angry person, someone I never imagined I could become. You did that to me.
Guess what? You don’t win, you might be the worst kind of human being but you don’t have the power to destroy me, you only wounded my soul with your toxic love. Allowing you to mess with my emotions has only made me stronger.
I believed in you and gave you all of me and that’s probably why I missed the red flags. But I don’t regret my actions, I will never apologize for my ability to love with all my heart. If anything, I feel pity for you, you’re a narcissistic failure who will never know what it feels to love or be loved. I can go on with my life and find happiness, you will go on and continue being mediocre at life.
You no longer have any effect on me and I can assure you that you were the first and last narcissist in my life.